I feel you, sophie.

Sophie, Anesthesia (2015)

“Its like ‚Äčthis is all a game

and I haven’t been told what the rules are.

Or even worse, if I had

I am ill-equipped to follow them.

All I can do is provoke.

I become spiteful.

I’m just as bad as they are.

They? I’m worse.

I hate myself for it.

I am so lonely.

Why is the world so base?

Why is it so insensitive?

Why is it so selfish?

Why am I?”